1.) trying to stay positive and hopeful . . . difficult 2.) focusing on work and taking care of parents 3.) eating better 4.) haven't been able to socialize because of work and parents 5.) fighting the waves of sadness 6.) wondering what to do if after 2-1/2 - 3 weeks 'A' doesn't call 7.) missing company and encouragement from 'A' 8.) feeling good about my friends from work - I enjoy them 9.) thinking about making another set of appointments soon 10.) THIS IS TOO DIFFICULT!
