Though we were supposed to hang out this evening, we haven't. H has been playing video games for a few hours, and I have been upstairs watching TV and being online. I absolutely don't mind this even one bit, am only concerned this will be wheeled out later as the old we're just like comfortable old friends nonsense.
He has called me down a few times to look at things he's doing in his game, and I've brought him dinner etc. This is what I would have done pre-bomb. I have always cooked and brought him the food. To me everything is going really well. I just always fear "the talks". Also H's sister sent me a message on FB today, just saying "Hi Sis I love you very much." I will write back with a similar message, am sure she knows what's going on even though her and H barely talk. I'm sure MIL would have told her. I do like that his family likes me so much...
Anyway I think I am going to head to bed early to further avoid the possibility of R talk and to be honest because I am so exhausted that I feel sick. I am just telling H that I'm coming down with a cold, which I actually am...
Weird thing is that the reason I was going to be here through Monday originally is that H was going on a business trip on Monday for a few days. I have heard nothing of said trip yet. My guess is that he is not going now. Although unlikely, it's still possible that nothing at all will be said this whole weekend. If we pass Monday with nothing being said, then this will be very interesting and completely change the playing field...Yesterday there was a reference to my friend going on honeymoon, but no direct talk of the exact dates. crossing my fingers that he will let this go for awhile. She is actually going mid-November, so about 1 month from now.
Alright, am off to engage in some direct avoidance for awhile...
ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
