I'm so glad you feel better now. I have something to say about the emotion you recently had. I remember before I married my husband, and I was alone in the world without any children. People do not treat a single woman the same way as a mom or a married woman. I remember seeing this, feeling alone, thinking bad thoughts about it, and someone validated my thoughts. They said, "A single woman is invisible in our society." While I was married to my husband, I watched a T.V. show. Some famous actress dressed up like a fat woman and became invisible to the world. The cameras showed how poorly she was treated, even with disrespect in some cases. It was very sad to see.
It's true, but although the mainstream society rejects single women, we know in our hearts that we are good and maybe even better than some. Look in the mirror and see who you are. Your smile is gorgeous! Rise above the multitude and be the better for it. And, always remember God does not make junk.