We all have had backslides in our situations, you are not a special unique snowflake in that regard. ;\)

Pull up your shorts, put your head down, and do the work that detachment requires.

She isn't wondering about you at all right now, and you aren't getting the healing time away from her you need.

H: 38
W: 36
S: 8
S: 5
M: 16
Bomb: 8/25/08
OM: 9/21/08
EA (Possible PA) with co-worker since 5/08 (at least...)
Sep: 9/21/08
D Filed 9/23/08
My Situation