Well Im leaving work early tonight. I really should stay all night to help keep my mind off things, but since kids are with H, OW, and her kids ( one BIG happy family -NOT!!) I am taking advantage of the time to myself. Since I wont be sleeping all day tommorrow i'll finish landscaping and go see Fireproof.
Hope and TXmom - Im confused. TXmom your point about the more H is with family that is less time around OW. I can agree with that b/c they need to be around us more to realize the changes we are working so hard to make, but on the other hand, Hope, I can also agree with maybe the more H is around OW the more he may get sick of her. D11 made a comment to me this eve in front of H about a pet bird at his house. I looked at H and said "you hate birds!" He kinda rolls his eyes and says "yeah I know". Sounds like OW has officially moved in if shes now moving pets in. Also interesting, OW smokes. H hates being around smokers. I hope the more time he's with her the more annoying things he'll find out about her. Afterall, he did with me - but Ill have had a chance to improve on myself. I dont know, what do you guys think?
T2L - I envy that your H gives you time of day. You must really be working him over! Admiration needs. Does complimenting fit under that category? Yesterday H had new collared work shirt on. Eventhough it was just a workshirt he looks way better with a collar than just a plain Tshirt and I wanted to compliment him, but couldnt get past D11's meltdown, my H's response, and my need to say what I thought. What's the fine line though? b/c my H's way of thinking is very negative also (shout out to TXmom) and he'd probably take a compliment from me as trying to "suck up". He's already said in an early letter to me that "although now you want to make amends, I cannot accept b/c I will always feel you are being forced"
Well Im outta here. Hey where's twinhope and Marisol????
