I hear your frustration and disappointment. I'm sorry for that. I do hear alot of positive stuff though. Perhaps some activity would allow you to step back and look at it from a different perspective. What have you always wanted to learn to do? I'm going to be taking piano lessons. Music soothes the savage beast and all that. I find just doing little things (whether I keep up with them or not doesn't matter except in terms of how much I like it)gives me more patience.
