I guess it's over

[Trixi]

Aw Nik- You are a real sweetheart. I sure wish we lived closer together; and I wish I would have made it down there last year to meet you!
Nothing you said yesterday hurt all that much. I mean, you're right, he may not have *verbally* spewed at me, but keeping me sequestered like I was something to be ashamed of, sure isn't cool.
A guy friend called me last night to check in and he had A LOT to say. He was incensed with how my H is saying nice things; IOW, he was like "he needs to grow a pair, tell you like it is and let you move on. He's being a selfish prck"

Last night I went to a Pool Meetup. (Didn't play pool, but it was fun. The non-date guy convinced me to go and I am glad he did.)

Today I went and picked up my lawnmower from the other meetup guy and then we went out for appetizers and a drink. He is very understanding of my sitch; we have a lot in common art wise. I think right now he probably sees me as a high risk proposition. (rightfully so.)

Tonight I will go to the karaoke place. Tomorrow afternoon my team and I are doing a wine and chocolate tasting event for our clients and then tomorrow night I am going to a casino with my guy friend that I have known for 32 years. We had a great time this afternoon going down memory lane. He totally cracks me up til I have tears in my eyes so I think that will be a blast.

Last night I heard that there are several divorce support groups thru meetup, so I signed up for a couple of those and a women in transition group.

I haven't gone to that link you posted; I'll go check it out.

Thanks so much for checking up on me