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[mishka422]

((((((((((((((((Dawn))))))))))))))))))

I want to give you a HUGE hug but sadly the cyber hug is the best I can do.

I understand the feelings of lack of self-worth and hating that you feel your life is pointless. I've been there, right here on this board quite a bit.

You know it will get better. You have gotten better before. You had a shock to your system from seeing those videos. Being confronted with the betrayal is enough to send you spiraling into pointless conjecture on what he sees in her, what she has that you don't, why he is willing to give up your life together. It's not something you get past easily but you will get past it again.

You definitely need a new C ASAP. While you are searching for one, is there a local hotline you can call to talk to someone one on one? Maybe through your local hospital helpline?

The procrastination is something I'm afraid I have no suggestions for. I'm really bad about that too.