Nothing To Fear!! God is in Control.

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WEll guys, my H is at it again....he knows Im going off tonight! ok, he told me that he did want me to somewhat have fun.

But that was after he has texted me all day to say stuff to insinuate he wanted to come home. Things like he was thinking alot about me lately and US. And stuff like that. Even throwing in things like, Im just being honest, not trying to say anything. I was very short and just would say Ok and I understand and I know. Ok, then I decided to be honest with him!!! I told him that if he ever wanted me to consider ever letting him come back that he would have to work his a$$ off to try and win me back!!!!!!!

He said "I know that".

Ok, I left it at that. He said he would be surprised if I would ever consider it , or that I probably didnt ever want him back or would even think about it! He was trying to turn it around on me to say he could come back and that I wanted him too! Ok, I stood my ground and didnt fold!!

You should have seen him tonight when he got the kids. He was soooo unsocial and down. He knows Im going out and he has alot of work to do to get me back if that is what he wants! Its either DO or DONT....No trying this time! Thats If I even want him back!!

Im in such a good mood tonight and im looking forward to going out!

Have a great weekend!!!