TxMom- help I'm still hopeful -#2 post

[TxMomw/2girls]

thank you all -

LE I will try to link my first thread...

Hope thanks for encouraging words... and lets face it he could very well change his mind about the fair tomorrow...

I of course looked at his credit card on line today and just continue to see all the lunches and dinners during the week he is doing with her and on this past Tuesday (which he told me was horrible day b/c he let his girls down) he went to lunch and had drinks with her - both in her territory... how upset were you ??? so I now feel like I don't want to see him tomorrow and I don't want to play nice .. gosh it comes and goes constantly... but I have to remember she is what takes him away from reality too ...

I hate this.... I want to work on my M and then I want to throw in the towel some days...

I hope my weekend ends up better than last weekend... I play tennis tomorrow so I will picture his face when I hit the ball ...

I'll be on and off so post if you need encouraging words...