I hope that you can find forgiveness, both for youself, your H and your sitch. I guess it is easy to see how fragile our hearts are- and how much we all want to feel loved.
I know somedays I wish I had someone else too. It has been so long since any of us have had the validation from a signficant other- that we put ourselves into dangerous situations.
You are very brave to confront all of this before it got out of hand. I hope your heart can heal and you can find the love you deserve first coming from inside of you. You sound like a wonderful, sincere person!
Me-36 H-30 T-7yr, M-3yr DivorceBusting Saved my marriage! sep 6-08 to 12-08. Together again, things are good!