I still believe in miracles

[istherehope]

Ha ha!

I don't know is the old classic :), followed closely by "we'll see", or "let's just see".

I haven't heard what does it all mean, but have heard some other lovely existential crisis sayings like "we all need to find our own paths." "I love you but I'm not feeling in love" was wheeled out for the first time on Tuesday. I was just waiting for that one to appear. It's so sad, because it doesn't even faze me, but the real issue is if he will make a decision based on these feelings.

Anyway my hope is that because H is seeing his own IC and has been for months, this could speed the process, hopefully back toward me and the M...

I have a very good feeling right now, but I need to keep the as-if attitude going and hope there are no R talks, unless he is feeling more positive.

ITH