he is a little wacko right now- so i need to worry about ME and just let him be. i think ive been so excited about our future and placed a lot of pressure on him---ive already asked if he wanted kids...in a few years... (to answer your q ITH)...and he said how can we have kids if we arent having sex! we both laughed- but to me thats positive- because he didnt run 500 miles in the opposite direction when i said it!
also- i am kind of grieving my family- i want to separated from them- becuase they are very unhealthy and verbally violent- but i also am leting go of my "hopes" for them to be something they arent. My H knows this is hard for me so i think he is scared in someways that will take it out on him. i just have to keep reassuring him that he is my life and my family.
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