i hear ya! the fantasy story line runs in my head too- it really doesnt look like that- we all have expectations...i am still waiting for flowers and major romance- trying to make it happen ....its ok to wish!
your H is still in depression and confusion- my H is pretty confused/depressed too- and when he starts to feel like things are out of whack- he gets so confused it takes me for a ride- so i can imagine what you must feel with your H not committing at all (verbally)-
you know what to do- whatch his ACTIONS!
my favorite line my H has been using lately is "i dont know" and "what does it all mean?".
oy vey.
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