chicki's 7th thread -latest drama

[chicki]

No responses??

I do want to point out that I am loving my freedom and no longer feel the NEED for X.

I love the peace @ home and no longer walking on eggshells.

Should I just treat this as "having fun" like he says??
I will be then the OW.
After were done I dont feel a thing , neither good or bad.
I no longer see it as being "connected".

I dont know .....