Lost~ Please be nice to yourself...and i think maybe individual counseling would be great..i am in IC and it helps tremendously when my doubts and fears and vicious thoughts try to take over. i am seeing a CBT therapist..helps me stay out of my HEAD...maybe that would help you too?

try to see what you can learn from all this...i am sorry for your pain and your H's pain.

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