I just need to vent

[Sugar and Spice]

(((C13))) I'm not sure what to say. I'm just so sorry it didn't work out. Its probably better not to waste anymore time on her, because your H is clearly still in a fog. He won't figure it out until its too late. Maybe I'm not a good person, but I say do what you have to in order to get yourself where you need to be.
Not very helpful I know, but I understand where you are coming from. Take care of yourself, be good to yourself...