day by day

[Lissie]

Hiya Lovey.

I had a long post but UM, it poofed.

Well I just wanted to say, YOu are pretty darn terrific, and you did awesome.

The reality of it all, it is something that hits some days harder than others.

The thought of settling into this new life, and the thought of doing THIS as a single person, that you never thought you were going to be. Well, it hits hard.

You know what else hits hard:

The wonderful feeling of accomplishment when

you tackled something at home, that you never thought in a million years you would have to tackle. You tackled it and YOU did it.

The overwhelming love you will receive from those precious babies. They will be so in tune to you and your feelings.

That bond of love will only grow.

You will get hit hard in the heart and that is ok. Feel it, own it, mourn it. It means you are human, and your heart is big and wonderful.

Then one day YOU are gonna hit hard back, by saying to yourself when you look in the mirror.
He did not break my spirit.
He did not change my being.
He did not make me into a bitter person.
He is only one man.

I am worthy.


HUGS sweetie.

Take it one day at a time.

You are very much cared for, you can see that by the display of affection on your thread. I bet it is just as awesome with your family and friends.

You are being held up by many prayers.

Have a blessed weekend