I knew if X continued to be persistent in getting me to have sex w/ him, I would, so I did & not so much out of me wanting it, that sucks.....I dont know why I did.... more than one occasion.
The last time, I told him no that we were finished w/ this and to leave me alone. He has been really nice,kinda looking for reasons to come in the house. He lingers on long after he drops the kids or before he takes them. He fixes things now w/out my asking for his help AND he doesnt complain about it like he used to??
I just dont know..... I dont want to get back w/ him, I dont like that man anymore. I dont miss the sex either. I felt sorry for him. Whats wrong w/ me??
