I am totally accepting that I dont know..I will always have a small glimmer of home..but keep working towards surviving.
The communication right now is limited, if any. And, when we text, he said he will never put anything in writing again because I will use it against him. Thats my punishment for telling OW the truth.
I know he loves me. He is so filled with anger towards me. He really takes no responsibility for the affair. He actually blames it all on me for not being sexual enough.
He is so not ready to be done with his relationship with her. Yes, it hurts alot.
He will truely be the one to suffer in the end... giving up a loving wife and family.
