Thanks...so last night was fine. As expected H came home tipsy at 3AM, but for better or for worse, no R talk. There was ML, then a bit of joking around after. This morning I got up to go jogging, he said bye and joked around a bit.
I'm feeling strange. Just walking now. We've had no talk since that ugly talk on Tuesday, and now I'm home at least for the weekend. Seems like there is so much hanging in the air. I don't know what I should be doing.
Seems like H wants these R talks though, so I need to accept that when he starts them. Surely there will be a talk of dates again at some point soon, and I'm going to have to do a 180 on this, even though every fiber of my being just wants to convince him to give this a chance. Hoping for divine inspiration. I am just so happy to be back in our home with him. I would really do anything to make this work.
OK going to try and get myself into a good "as-if" place before I head home...
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
