I am so sorry that I wasn't there to add to the encouraging and loving words leading up to today, but I hope you have been given a kind of mirror, here, to see the wonderful woman and mother you are, to have inspired so many of us.
My date was back in June, and honestly, I don't remember too much of it, now. Its not a focus for me...know that the pain that you are feeling will not be forever. I myself found that so hard to believe until one day, I just stopped and noticed, hey, its not as bad...
Your girls will be your lifesavers, and you will be theirs. With this other part behind you, you can focus on them, then enjoy some occasional babysitting to get things done and have some time for yourself.
