Hi
Nothing new here
It is about 20 months since bomb
H is stalling with D
I think he is just avoiding the issue
but shows no signs of movement here toward home
he seems exactly the same
he sometimes seems like a little lost boy who basically spins in circles
I wonder if he will ever move
Im beginning to think not
I decided to go ahead with D and called my L the other day
so the process will begin
I am not dating and still standing, but im preparing to move ahead soon
I feel bad and sorry to leave my H in the mess he seems to be in but I have no control and he continues to say this is what he wants
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow