You are in my thoughts. I haven't had a chance to post in a few days, but have been following your ups and downs. I guess at some point all of us will come to the point where something has got to happen.
I hope that in your case it is that he wants you home! For a good long time, and then forever.
You are being incredibly strong through all this, even at the times where you have lost it for a few minutes. It happens, and you've picked yourself up and are back in a good (or better) spot.
I hope your husband is able to notice how resilient you are.
Me-36 H-30 T-7yr, M-3yr DivorceBusting Saved my marriage! sep 6-08 to 12-08. Together again, things are good!