I am really sorry. I think it is harder when both of you care so clearly for each other, but sometimes the troubles have to be put to rest so that you can move forward. It does get easier. Sad but nice when you don't have to have someone to remind you to breathe. Hugs.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory