N_A, Hey there, I took a mini break from posting since I have been so busy lately.
Things have been going very well this week with lots of things in my life. I feel a bit more relaxed about my sitch and have been just been focusing on patience.
This last week was a great week for me and my H. We spent a lot of time together and did some fun things. We went to an octoberfest in our town with lots of friends, gone bowling several times, went golfing, out to dinner, to his gig, watched some good dvd's, got our hot tub hooked up (but not running yet), and he has been spending lots of time with me instead of being out at the bars drinking.
You could say, it is one of his good weeks where he has put in a lot of energy. Tommorow we are going to an old h.s. friends wedding 3 hrs away and staying in hotel over night. It shall be fun.
I love it when life feels back to normal somewhat. My fears arent so prominent. But then he goes through drinking binges and it really messes up my emotions. I pray it will slowly get better as we and especially (he) heals.
