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what about me & my point of view???
I totally understand that, I have felt that frustration. You matter, I'll listen.
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What's the point so he could run away & not talk to me again when things get tough??


Know that one too. Trust issue. When the time comes to trust again, do it for yourself. I can help you thru that.
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The one thing I haven't been is a total b*tch. [/quote
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That's good but are you getting your feelings out?

[quote] My H makes it seem he wants to be free of me .... so maybe I should cut the cord & give him his freedom & happiness.


Are you asking or telling me?

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The pains dies away & you begin to wonder ....


So what are you wondering about?

Take care of yourself.
Cheers


M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.