I am here, numb hurt angry lost, but here. havent cried today thats good right LOL?
thinking of you today too
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
The program that my gf and I saw was good. Sponsored by the Komen Foundation so I saw some of the medical professionals that were treating me last year. That was nice. Got some cool freebies so that was nice too.
H was asleep on the couch when I got home and could not get him to wake up. Tired of begging him to come to bed so I just went up by myself.
He was not in a very good mood this morning. Made a comment to me about his "wayward wife" being out late and probably having sex with another man. I just said "oh you" and told him about our evening. We continued to get ready for work and within 20 minutes he was letting me know how unhappy he is with me. Sort of a mini alien sighting. This is getting old.
Last edited by 1hope; 10/17/0803:20 PM.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
morning! glad you had a good time with your gf! so sorry about your H. I have been told many times over when they make comments like that, its because of the guilt they feel because of what they are doing. I hope the day gets better for you! hugs
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
Hi BG, Been thinking about you. How are you feeling today? Thanks for your well wishes. I'm bound to feel better, it's Friday and the weekend is approaching.
We have clear skies here today and temps in the 50's. The leaves are a blaze of color, and from my window it is a perfect fall day. Wish I was in an orchard buying pumpkins and cider, not at the office working!!!
My H has always made comments like that. Even before the MLC and EA stuff started. His parents cheated on each other for the whole time the kids were growning up, I guess he thinks it's the way a M works. He knows that I am not like that, and deep down he does trust me. When he acts like this I can also tell it is because he feels guilty because he is not being the H that he knows he should be. I think he gets afraid that someday I will do the things that his mom did. Oh well.
I'll go check your sitch to see how things are going with you.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
feel better physically today, and a little better emotionally also. hmmm my H dad was always unfaithful, wonder if that has anything to do with him. I am so glad it the weekend, even tho I dont work lol, its gonna warm up a bit this weekend so I can be outside! lets have a GREAT friday!
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
1hope, Glad your evening was great, and you got to see some of your doctors. Your H just can't be supportive for very long can he?
Funny my H used to say tell your boyfriend I will be home so make sure he is gone. That was before I was accused of having an affair. He did make reference earlier this week to a guy that liked me in high school that has started at his work the other day. H said your BF has started here. We both just laughed.
You are good to just stay detached. Enjoy your weekend! Sounds beautiful there. Our leaves aren't turning quite yet but was very chilly this morning.
My H's 2 brothers and dad cheated. H only saw his Dad twice in his lifetime. When he first told me how he felt, he was upset that he was turning into them. Something he never thought would happen to him. I know that gives a lot of guilt too.
