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[/quote]although in all honesty I don't think I have truly relaxed in the last 2 yrs, always waiting for the shoe to drop.
I wonder if I will ever truly feel safe in my marriage again?![quote]



Ditto.

I think that at some point when we know they are through this we will know and feel better about the M and relax I just will never let things get back to the way they were before the bomb.

JAK


You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez