Thanks Kelaaron, I'm trying not to worry about it. I know there is nothing I can do about it. Iguess there is just someting inside me that likes to keep touching that sore spot.
When we first began to date he promised me that he would never cheat on me. He was there at the end (took 2+ uears for d) of my 1st M. He was a friend and I never thought he would hurt me like this. I still have a very hard time believing it. Even when times were rough I was always sure that we would be together forever. I thought we had that part figured out. Guess I took too much for granted.
I know that I have a lot of babysteps to be very grateful for. Just not sure why I beat myself up this way.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
