I have been on a roller coaster of emotion lately. Trying to keep it together at home for me and my kids. H said something interesting about the OW, that she is "beyond psyco" I said nothing back. Someone told me a while back on one of the boards here that let her drive him away and not the other way around, so even though I am an emotional wreck lately (my mom died 6 months ago and I don't think I really ever grieved yet due to my marriage problems) I am holding it together and acting "as if".
Me 40 H 41 T17/M14 Sons 7 and 4 OW - yes for over a year "I don't know what I want" 5/29/08
