You know I am rethinking the dinner and movie thing. I dont think Im ready. Now I just have to figure out how to tell this guy that. But then again, would making a new friend hurt? It is only dinner.
But I know my H is freaking out. This is the first real threat he has had of losing me. He is really down the last couple of days...he even turned his phone off last night and didnt go to his class. I know he is just down. Having an emotional day like we all do, even though this is from his doing. Today he told me he was feeling a blank....I keep wondering when he will figure out that God is the only thing that is going to fill that blank, not me or any other person. Anyway, Im praying for him today. And Im not going to let it bother me. He put himself where he is at.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
