So I just have to journal about this again. I am trying not to be so anxious, but a 12 AM call is REALLY weird from H. I feel like it would have been an R talk. I mean he could have just sent a text if he was telling me he got home or something.A 12 AM call is usually for something important. My head is spinning...I hate not getting online for work, but I think this is what I will do today, avoid the sitch as I feel a little weird and not as strong yet as I should. I guess tonight when I'm at the house I'll email and say to enjoy his night out or something. I am panicking that I pushed too far on Tuesday. Hmm who knows though, maybe 1 good thing got through from that conversation. Now I know that he thinks about everything I say...
Ok trying to get into a calmer headspace. I'll post later if anything comes up. Any advice for today?
ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
