lwb, we all come to our own path at our own time. There will be a time when you look at your ex and say "I no longer want that." It is a very freeing feeling. I know we are suppose to be fighting for our M here, but there is only so long you can get kicked before you say I am going to move out of range. You are strong. You too will make it through. I am saddend by the man he chose to become but understand that this is his choice. I must live my own path instead of focusing on his journey. If we are meant to be then the good man I once knew will emerge and he will make it very clear that he wants to R. I dont see that happening so have chosen to move on. Honestly, I dont think I could ever trust him again anyway. He continues to lie and lie and lie. I can not even imagine how that must erode his soul, but it is his choice to live this type of life. I am wishing you the best.

Thanks for the hug Ready. Hope you are doing well.


Broken Hearted
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Me - 36
H - 37
S - 8
Married - 1992
ILYNILWY - August 2007
Moved Out - March 2008
OW Revieled - May 28, 2008
Filed for D - July 2, 2008

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