Therapy was excellent today! I feel much better. We discussed incident on Friday with the fire alarms and I think C made H see how my feelings could get hurt from his reaction. He told her that he "thought we were making headway" and then the fire alarm thing happened and it made him think we took 20 steps back and should possibly consider not speaking to one another unless it was in regard to D. Not really sure what to think about that, but at the end of the session she asked H again if he wanted to continue with sessions to "see where this goes" and he said yes. Sooooooo...another session next week. When we left session tonight, I told him thank you and put my hand out for him to shake it and he said I was being dumb and pulled me in for a hug. I truly have no idea what is going to happen, but for the fourth day running I think I'll be okay no matter what
C said our homework is to continue avoiding talk about the past and to decide whether or not to trust the other's reasons for why intimacy was lacking (H insists I had to have been having an affair AND I WAS NOT!).
