Sad and oddly comforting at the same time, isn't it?
Very sad. We just know each other like no other.
We always say the same thing at the same time. We just know to give each other the look when it happens. I KNOW her. She wants to believe so badly that I don't. She wants to believe that OM knows her best. BS! I know her like the back of my hand. She thinks that she has just changed so much. Bah!
Just like when we sent each other the emails. We were doing that same damn thing at the same time. I just didn't get hers because it got quarantined.
And she knows me the best. She know how I think.
I just wish that we could be totally honest in our talks to each other. That is something that has been difficult. Always has been.
Now that I want to have honest talks, now is not the time. It is time for the games. Purposely doing things. Hopefully to salvage our marriage. If not, then I know for the next relationship.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
