How are things going there today? Any news from h? I'm really concerned about his health, but realize that he's got to be the one to determine when it's time to see a physician. I do hope it's soon.
Please take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.