Check Out My Swing!-Life in the Rough

[Babygirl]

hey thanks for the support on my sitch. to answer you, yes thru iv, but I have refused the port til this time it prolly wont be my choice anymore. To active with my kiddos, that I was afraid the port would hinder that, trying for the sake of the younger 2 who are back and forth between me and XH, to hide the total reality of it all. also afraid with my lupus of an infection at the port site. I think that option is gonna be forced on me and not my choice anymore.

chemo days are rough, sadly no one in my life gets that, not only what it does to our bodies, but emotionally, i take it in a room where there are other people, sadly I have seen a few of them not come back, and find out from the paper they have died. thank u for reassuring me, its ok to be sick on those days, I do it early in the morn after the kids go, so I can be in a better place by the time they get here.
thank you for your understanding of the poison we take to live, and the fear I have that is so hard to explain.