no word yet....I still think he knows and just wont tell me..
Today I'm feeling anxious....I didn't sleep well and I want to talk to him so bad....now since s11 is done with baseball he doesn't call or come around....only when he has to pick up son on the Fridays I work the football games...
He also doesn't talk much or come around on the days he is with OW...why is that? and of course our anniversary is coming up on Monday and I'm sure he is trying to forget that but it's OW birthday also...he can't really forget what day it is can he? I feel like I need something for my nerves....I don't know if I'll make it through that day....IT'S 24 YEARS FOR HEAVENS SAKE... I cant believe it's really over....everything I've dreamed about is gone...I'm sorry but I love him....but sometimes I hate him too...
I was feeling down so sorry for the negative post....
Treese
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
