Don't beat yourself you Lola. There is nothing to feel stupid about. You have so strong and you can make it through this.

Have faith. Grin and bear it.

T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!