H told me something a week or so ago and I've been thinking about it since. He left a message for me after we had an argument. The message said "I'm sorry for saying that and I didn't mean anything at all. I'm having a bad day and arguing didn't help it. I don't want a divorce at all. I'm going to a counselor to work out my issues and I'm sorry if you don't want to wait for me to do that."
That has said so much to me. At the same time, I want him to show me...prove to me... that he doesn't want a divorce. His actions aren't fully there and I want that proof, you know?
