I still believe in miracles

[istherehope]

Oh and the day of the S-Bomb was on a Thursday, and I had to go into work the next day. We'd just gotten back from an extended vacation!!! I'm getting back on a Thursday this time, but have taken Friday off, trying to do everything differently! That Thursday I cried as soon as I walked in the house because he'd dropped bomb 1 while on holiday (lame isn't it?). This time I will do the opposite then, I will laugh! I will not walk in feeling despondent, but instead will feel like I have earned a second chance.

I'll let you know how the alcohol thing goes. Problem is he has been drinking a lot less lately, so there is a chance that he will just come home late but sober. (Daisy if you're reading this you are probably thinking how lucky I am for him drinking less :))

Anyway we'll see if he's a happy or unhappy drunk. Maybe if I do something really ridiculous like leap out of bed and hug him when he walks in, this will set the right tone. I have never, ever done that when he's come home late and drunk. Even though I know I am supposed to hang back, in fact I think I will show a lot of joy to see him this time (if he's drunk), and act really happy about his test, school in general, and the fact that he's been celebrating. I will maybe just be over the top happy...

ITH