I still believe in miracles

[istherehope]

Thanks very much Sep! I am going to hype myself up all day tomorrow reading the Secret.

As I said, I think tomorrow night will be pivotal...maybe this is a self-fulfilling prophecy and I will cause this to happen, but it's as-if (love that phrase)we've come full circle in many ways. Things started going majorly downhill, according to him, at around the last time he had a test. I have just sort of "redone" a lot of other things that also happened around that time period, flying to Paris, going to a conference with a specific company, wearing a dress that I wore to a friend's wedding then, coming back to work 2 weeks into the new quarter...it's like a replay, but hopefully the better version.

I think if H is nice tomorrow night and happy to see me, I may push the envelope a bit, but it will totally depend on his mood, level of intoxication, and general level of chattiness. I was thinking of trying to be more joking about things. Also now that he's said "ILY" once, it is something that could come into play again...

ITH