This is typical negative thinking. When there is a crisis we get a burst of adrenaline to deal with it. So while the crisis is going on we have more strength and stamina than usual. Then when the crisis is passed, the adrenaline dissipates and we feel an emotional letdown, or a low. That's where you are now. You dealt with the crisis. I believe it is over. She did this now because her affair with him is over. He borrowed money and didn't repay it. What kind of knight in shining armor is that? Go back to Retrouvaille, not just Core. Do the weekend again. You can make your mind up about the marriage later.
