Don't know what to do- Please help

[limbo]

I thank you all so much for the support

To be very honest right now I am really a mess, I am at work and its taking everything I have not to cry, I didn't cry all weekend, and really kept it together well, but now I am struggling.
I think maybe its just hitting me...and I am really fighting the urger to call it quits.

I know what you are all trying to tell me, but I know, I feel that there is way more to this then either is telling me, and I feel that I have been taken for a fool for all this time.
And I just don't think I can do it anymore, and can't continue to wait for the next thing..this has been 2 years now, and he can't give her up! Why?