Kelaaron, It's good that your H is reaching out to you and that you can recognize that he is processing some of his feelings.
I also have to remember about the pull backs. I have trouble anticipating them and am usually surprised by the hurt.
How are you feeling this morning? Do you still have a fever? Is that common for you? I agree about the test results...they take so long when you are hanging for an answer. Why do you have pain in your side? Is that in incision site? Both of my sites still hurt occasionally, I had a setinal node biopsy and the lumpectomy. The setinal note hurt the worst!
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
