haven't done it because w/farm it is so complicated. And hate to spend the money if we are just going to turn around and D anyway. Like filing twice here. Also figured if I filed for LS he would just go for D.
and your wrong an2m. I've changed ME. But those changes make no difference to my H and in this mess they make no difference to my M either. And none of it helps this sitch any. I could become a perfect woman and I still would be in this Limbo and my H would be in MLC.
I am not more angry. I've been angry all along. Just have dealt with it on my own. I think though before, I was more angry with OW than H. OW really doesn't matter to me anymore. She isn't worth my thoughts. She is a selfish human being and I feel sorry for her. But I do wish her well. What's left is my H and his selfishness, hurtfulness, and this sitch we are in. And I'm angry because I want to change it and everywhere I turn there are brick walls.
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
