Don't know what to do- Please help

[limbo]

Thanks for giving me perspective, because this morning I have sort of talked myself into that he is playing me, that he wants me to pull the plug, and that he is even with ow still, and this is the game they have cooked up to get me to end it.
I know this is ridiculous, but thats how I have been feeling.

Why now is something I keep asking myself, why now is she pulling this, why not when the were still in the thick of things, why wait this time and start to stir the pot?