I can imagine how hard that revelation must have hit you, almost like you standing in front of a runaway train. Pow !!
But I guess it must have woken you up to the reality of the situation you are in right now, W planning for a D, spending odd nights with OM, on the face of it, it doesn't look good. However you are GAL'ing, hopefully you PMA remains high, all you can do is KBO and hope for the best, the best will come to you when you are ready.
