LE - thinking of you... I think of the same things.. future with my H and OW possibly makes me sick to my stomach... the fact that I have to see and communicate with him for the rest of my life...
I have to believe it will get easier... I know for me with the stunt that H pulled last night is making me lose respect for him little by little... not sure how long I'll have the will to play nice and even want him again...
We all deserve better than what we are getting... doesn't mean give up hope but we do have to detatch to some degree and start moving on... if the cards change we can address how we feel then and if we even want them back...
hang in there... I know you are hurting...
HUGS>.....
Me: 38/H:40 M:7yrs TG: 10yrs 2Girls: 4yr & 7 month old Bomb 8/22/08 OW/EA/PA 8/23/08 with 25yr old Moved out 9/22/08
